Monday, February 26, 2007

Somewhere in time....


Somewhere in time,
We fell in love,
Our feelings were so strong,
Stars sparkled up above.

Somewhere in time,
Nothing else mattered,
We were together,
Until our dreams got shattered.

Somewhere in time,
You knew me inside and out,
When you said it would all be okay,
Any problems I had would disappear.

Somewhere in time,
Great memories are there,
Our love was once great,
Nothing could compare.

Somewhere in time,
Our love stands still,
A love that we lost,
Making a hard journey ahead.

Somewhere in time,
We have to let it go,
Of something not meant to be,
And Life just goes on!

* The above poem is remixed by me.

Friday, January 26, 2007

Chellame Chellam....

Love Story - Series 2

In the Hospital,
"Congratulations Raghav! You are going to become a Proud father of a little one soon"
"Wow, that's a fantastic news. Thanks Doctor"

Raghav kisses Trisha on her forehead saying, "Thanks Darling, I am Very happy"
"Me too. But Raghav, we got to mentally prepare Rahul regarding the little one"

One fine day evening, Rahul came running to Trisha,
"Mommy, I am home"
"I want to play Game Boy now"
"Sweet heart, Change your clothes, Wash your hands and face and take the pan cake Mommy made for you"
"Wow, I shall be quick"

"Mommy, I got 10/10 in my Maths test and Preeti Madam has marked, "Very Good! Keep it up" in my notebook.Howz that?"
"Excellent My dear"
"And I got 2 stars more than Sneha in my English assignment. You know what, Mom? Vishal fought with his elder brother and his brother hit him on his face. Poor Vishal, he is hurt badly. No one will hit me as I dont have an elder brother." "Rahul, Everyone including Me, Papa, your teachers, friends will love you, if you behave good, so Is Rahul a good boy?"
"Yes, I am."
"Thats like My Boy"
Trisha hugs Rahul.

Days passes by, as Trisha and Raghav were looking forward for the new one with a mixture of anxiety, excitement and expectation. Same time, they were hunting for a positive chance to inform Rahul.

"Rahul !!!"
"Yes papa"
"I have few of your photos when you were young, Would you like to look into those?"
"Me Papa"
"Yes, Dear"
"Look at this photo. Mommy is holding you."
"Oh Is that me with blue dress and cap?"
"Yes, You were very soft and we were all happy to have you at our home. This is the first party we had for you, when you were brought home."
"Grandmom is kissing me in this. Everyone is smiling and even I am."

Trisha hugs Rahul and says, "Yes Rahul, When Myself and Papa prayed God for a little boy, he gave you as a gift to us on a New Year's Day.You came from Mommy's stomach and you were very small, cute and soft. Your dad was very happy to hold you in his hands first."
"Mom, Am i not cute now?"

"You are always cute dear....but look at you today, you are a big boy now. You know to make your bed, put on your shoes, do your homework, play Gameboy. You don't poop, pee or cry anymore.You are becoming strong and big like your daddy." Rahul is all happy and goes and hugs Raghav.

Raghav made Rahul sit on his lap and continues, "So, now God thought he should send you some gift, someone for you to play with, someone whom you'll like, someone whom you can hold, someone who will listen to you, and someone exactly like you."
"You are going to get a little brother soon, Rahul."
Rahul has mixed feeling and is all quiet for a while and then,
"Mommy, When will I get the gift?"
"Like how you were in Mommy's stomach, the little one is also in there and you will get him as Diwali gift before your bday."
Trisha hugs Rahul as he touches her stomach.

One day Night, "Raghav, I would like you to spend more time with Rahul. As we are nearing the pregnancy dates, its better if he is with you most of the times. Please take him to shopping tomorrow. These days he is sort of getting excited for the new one."
"Yes, i shall keep myself occupied with him most of the time."

Trisha reads "Big Brother" stories to Rahul to mentally make him feel matured. Raghav took Rahul for shopping often and got him "Big Brother" gifts and made him decide the gifts for the little one. The couple took all care to understand Rahul's feelings and acknowledged him always with the emotional security the kid required. Rahul was also getting excited about the gift he is going to get for Diwali. He was happy and informed everyone in his class regarding his Diwali Gift.

It was Trisha's ninth Month when one day, Rahul seemed terribly upset and came running home,
"What happened Dear?"
"Mom, Suresh was crying badly today. My teacher told us, Suresh's mother expired."
"Oh God! Sad"
"His Grandmom had come to leave him in school today with his new born little sister. His grandmom's face was also all red and pale. Did his mom leave him and go? He said she won't come back."
"Suresh's mother has gone to heaven and she is with God now. She will safeguard him like an Angel. You go and change your dress, I have made Cutlet for you today.How was your dictation test today....'

Trisha tried to change Rahul's mood and kept him occupied with lot of other talks and activities. Rahul was in mixed feelings for couple of days and one day he told Trisha,
"Mom, I dont want the baby brother."
"Why what happened Dear?"
"Let God only have him. I don't want him, I just want you and Papa. If the little one comes home, God will take you from me. I want to be with you, Mom"
"Don't you want to play with little brother? What about all the gifts you got for him?"
"I will keep all the gifts with me."

Rahul was terribly upset and was crying badly asking Trisha not to get the little brother home. He was constantly trying to mess up things at home in order to get his parent's attention. Trisha could sense Rahul's confused state of mind.The couple tried to help the child get back to his normal routine and keep him occupied with other things he likes the most.The time ultimately arrived and Trisha had to get admitted to hospital. Rahul was in all tears.....

In the Hospital, Raghav came running with Rahul.
"Hi Doctor!"
"Congratulations Raghav, You wife delivered a baby boy."
"Is the baby and Trisha sound?"
"The mom and the baby are doing fine. You can go and see your wife."

Rahul came running into the room and jumped on the bed and hugged Trisha and started crying,Trisha hugged him tightly and kissed him gently.
"Mom, I will listen to whatever you say. You come back home......Are you still sick?"
"I am fine, dear. we will go home soon. Sweetheart, did you eat something after coming from School?"
"Yes."

Rahul went on with his usual talks, "Today, Sneha took my pencil and refused to give it back to me. Since you told me not to argue with her, I didn't. Papa has promised to get me a new pencil." "Very Good Boy! Did papa get you the lunch box and did you eat everything? Did you like your Papa's cooking?" asked Trisha winking at Raghav, while he entered with their new bundle of joy. Raghav was enjoying a blissful, dreamy state of complete and contented happiness by seeing the smiling and blemishless face of the little one, while Rahul was still going on.......

"Papa made everything for me. But we both were missing you badly. Mom, I love you. You are the Best."
"Please come back home. I don't want the little brother. I want you and papa alone."
Trisha kissed Rahul again, and told him, "Your gift is here. We are going to go home soon - You, Me, Dad and your gift."

Rahul frowned immediately and was spechless, without any reaction. He didn't want his little brother. He just want his mom and dad to come home soon. Just to overcome his curiosity, he peeped from Trisha's lap to look into the baby.
"You can touch him. He is your little brother."
"I don't want him"
Rahul refused to look at the baby and was not ready to leave Trisha. He hugged her tightly and didn't want her to hold the baby too. Raghav placed the baby on the crib.

After a while out of curiosity, he asked Trisha,
"Mom does he look like me when i was a baby?"
"Yes Dear, He is exactly like you. I was holding you in my hands, when you were born.Poor little brother, you are not ready to even look at him. He doesn't have anyone to play with, other than you.You are mommy’s special always, and we need to take good care of the baby, right?”

Slowly without a word, Rahul went near the baby and starred at him. Hesistantly he touched the little one for the first time and was amazed to see baby's vigor and alertness. The baby got disturbed due to fear. It was his first day of life. He was breathing slowly on his own while he was looking at Rahul with his open big black eyes.
"Mom he is very soft. He is so small and pink. But....but how can he play with me?"
Rahul was starring at the baby while Trisha and Raghav involved in conversation with the doctor who just entered in.

After a while Rahul shouted with excitement, "Mommy, My Little brother is holding my finger :-)) Hurrrrrrrrrrrray !!!! He is smiling at me too.I think he loves me. I will have to take care of him, Mom" "Yes Sweetheart, He loves his big brother.You are his Hero. He will look at you and will want to become like you. He is eagerly waiting for all your gifts."
"We will take him home, Mom.I liked your Gift." Rahul came running to Raghav asking him to put the baby on his lap. Rahul gave a big Smile and went on...
"I will inform everyone in school regarding my Diwali Gift from God, I will take my little brother and show to all my friends. we will all play with him............"


Trisha and Raghav felt blessed.It was indeed great pleasure to their eyes, vigour to their hearts, joy to their souls when they saw Rahul kissing the little one as the baby was still holding his finger.....

* Chellam means Favourite/Pet/Sweetheart in Tamizh.

Friday, January 05, 2007

Just for You, SweetHeart!

Love Story - Series 1

I decided on a Lovely Chocalate Ice cream Cake and the shop keeper asked me, "Mam, What should be written on cake?" "Happy Anniversary Sweetheart! Love You". The shopkeeper winked and gave the cake to me with a smile.

When I carried the cake home in the car, memories of Vishal were ringing in my mind. "Vishal..........Our First meet, Should i call it an accident or luck".

It was during Smitha's marriage, "Bye Smitha, Congratulations once again. Meet you in office sometime soon........" When i turned back,

CCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCRRRRRRAAAAAAANNNNNNNNKKKKKK !!!!!OOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCHHHHHH !!!!!

"I am Sorry, extremely Sorry"
"Why dont you walk looking in front. My saree is spoilt now, huh, Guys are totally Sick"
"Not always Miss, but at times they have to, just to fall on the sight of beautiful girls"
I looked up to his face and he had a flawless wide Goofy smile that made his eyes to contract and there was a cute dimple on one side of his cheek.

"Sorry though.....Shall i help....."
"No Thanks...."
"I am Vishal" he held his hands out....
"Excuse me!"
"Oh thats an interesting name!"

"Vriksha, we are leaving, you wanna join us home."
"Hey Wait,I am coming", I just left without a word and couldn't stop myself from turning back and my lips curved to form a smile.


Just after a week, on a Coffee Shop,
My Mobile was ringing, "Arthy Calling....
"Hey Vriksha, I am on the way and we are struck in traffic. Where are you?"
"Hey, am in Coffee shop already"
"Oh ok, Wait there and we shall give you a call and you can bring the cake by then"
"Try to reach early"
"Ok Bye then"

"Excuse me"
I had put off the mobile and turned to find, the same Goofy smile and the dimple.........
"Whatz an young girl doing here alone and that too at 11 pm?"
"Selling eggs"
"Interesting, but a very bad idea at this hour."
"I don't need your suggestion, but what are you doing here?"
"Following you....."
I opened my eyes wide open in surprise........This time it was not a goofy smile, but a laughter from him.
"I just felt like taking a Hot Choclate Coffee"
"At this time?"
"Yah if people can sell eggs by 11, I can have coffee too.........Just kidding, I stay nearby. Its cold and i was not able to sleep..."
"Have you tried this new flavor of....."

He was going on and on and I couldn't stop myself from listening and getting involved in the conversation for another hour and i felt thats better than getting bored to death all alone.

Time passed by with couple of meets occassionaly and accidently in friend's place, shopping malls, work place parties and set of common friends and incidents brought us closer and closer. Both of us know we are not complete when we are not together but never wanted to reveal it to each other or to others. At least i never wanted to reveal and was so stubborn about not agreeing my growing admiration and love for Vishal.

He was always bent upon teasing me whenever he gets a chance and he was always funny and sort of "Cool guy" in his friends circle. I always thought Vishal can never be serious or can never make any serious decisions in life, but.........I was wrong!

On 31st Dec,
Vishal's mobile was ringing, Vriksha Calling......
"Yes Miss, tell me'"Hey Vishal, Whats plan for New year? Shall we meet up somewhere tonight?"
"Vriksha, You know am popular and I have other appointments"
"Enough of your stupid talk Vishal.... tell me exactly whats the plan tonite?"
"Hey seriously am going to my cousin's place and My New Year celebration is planned with them. Its my Uncle and Aunt's anniversary and we are planning for a surprise party for them, I actually frowned and couldn't talk anything more...."
"What are your plans Vriksha?"
"Nothing much......I am yet to figure out...., Ok fine you carry on, Talk to you later, Bye!"
I disconnected the phone..........

I was almost in tears and there were many things, ringing in my mind,
"Am i expecting too much from Vishal and probably he doesn't have the same feeling as i have". "May be i am jus a friend to him like others...."
"I should have let him know about what i feel for him"
"Its never late...Should i call him and propose now?"
"Oh what if he says a No?"
"Oh not now.........I dont want to spoil his new year fun and Party"
Then i decided i won't spoil my New Year by thinking about this and would go for my Office New Year Party.

I left my home around 8:00 PM and we had a New Year blast and celebration in office with delicious Dinner, Desserts, Drinks, Crackers etc. I wanted to atleast wish Vishal, if not i get to be with him. I made up my mind to wait till 12 for his call and if he doesnt call me, i will call him by 12:00. I was continuosly looking at the mobile.......

12:00 AM
"Happy New Year 2007............"
Everyone in party were wishing each other and I was excited enough and wanted to wish Vishal..........
"Calling Vishal........"
"All lines in this route are busy, Please try again after sometime........"
I was trying again and again.....Even the messages are not getting sent.


12:30 AM
I was returning back home disappointed.............I was almost sad and thought i won't be able to wish him and probably Vishal would also have tried calling me and so the Network is the major culprit :-((
I reached home and switched on the light while i was entering home.When the tube light flashed, to my surprise the house was decorated with paper decors, flowers, baloons and there was a big "Happy New Year" cake on the table with a Card.


Hesitantly I opened the card and it read as
"A Hundred words would not be enough and a thousand roses
Would be too less to express
How Special you are to me...
I love you from the bottom of my Heart
and would like to spend rest of my life with you!
Will you marry me?"
- Love, Vishal

My joy was boundless. I wanted to meet Vishal right away and hug him to tell him what i feel for him. I could feel the warmth of his hands on my eyes and his voice from behind asking, "Will you marry me?" Overwhelmed with joy and surprise, I hugged him tight and nodded saying, "I Love you too" as tears flowed down my cheeks. Vishal wiped my tears off and moved closer. He blew the strand of hair from my face as i felt his breadth on my face and closed my eyes. He hugged me tighter pressing his lips against mine and we lost ourselves in deep passionate kiss.

The wet feeling was so fresh in me as i touched my lips again when...........

HHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOONKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK !!!!!!!

"Madam, we have reached the St.John's hospital."
"yes, this is the place.Could you please stop by that side?"
I paid the taxi fare and took the cake and flowers with me.

In the hospital,
"Gud Mng Doctor! Its our wedding anniversary, We shall have a small celebration!"
"Sure, I shall meet you in the lobby in 10 minutes"

"Hi Darling, Happy Anniversary! "
"Sweetheart, I have got cake and flowers for you!, Its choclate and Ice cream flavor and definitely your favourite"
"Doctors,Nurses and warden are coming in a while to wish us, so we got to get ready soon...OKAY! ".

While I place a soft kiss on his forehead, My heart is crying deeply wanting Vishal to come back from his COMA atleast today!

Happy New Year !!!

Wish you all a Very Happy, Prosperous, Wonderful, Fantastic, Lovely, Fabulous, Excellent, Stunning and Rocking NEW YEAR :-))
I personally wish and pray you get whatever you would like to have and deserve in this new year !!!!

Keep Smiling !
PS: Loads of personal things and happenings kept me off from the blogging world. I am happy to be back and part of blogging family in 2007 again. Keep reading and dont forget to give your comments and suggestions :-))

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Free Live Radio

I love to listen to Radio as i have grown listening to Radio in the morning. When i used to be in School my grandfather used to switch on the Radio early in the morning around 5:30 AM. Till i take the Cycle Rikshaw to school by 7:45 AM, My morning activities go in parallel with the Radio tunes (Esp the morning devotional songs and Tamil thai Vazhuthu ) Oh God, What to say about those funny advertisements.......The ones i remember are "Gopal Palpodi", " Narasus Coffee", " Nalli Silks", " Gopura Possu manjal". We have used many of those advertisements in our school drama/ Summer vacation dramas by changing the lines into funny ones. The one i still remember that we had used for our Drama was,

Original:

Daughter: Amma ne Romba Azhaga irukke?
Mom: Yellam intha Gopura Poosu Manjaloda Mahimai thaanda Kanna

Changed for Drama:
Daughter: Amma ne Romba Azhaga Irukke?
Mom: Yellam intha Komana Poosu Manjaloda Mahima thaanda Kanna

Now, i feel the original lines itself were funny ;-)) Time runs out soo fast !!!!

Pretty much my college times were busy and i was not into listening to Radio in the morning and if at all i do, i listen only during late nights, when am copying journals (did i say copying ;-)) By then Mumbai's Radio Mirchi was "HOT" and was real entertainer for us when we all friends used to get together at one place to finish up the last moment assignments ;-)) Then in Bangalore, not a single day goes without our Radio City, 91 FM which was Awesome and sooo famous ;-)) as all Bangaloreans know.

Past couple of days, i felt like hearing to Radio, and hence googled for it and below are the links which am hearing for past 2 days ;-)) It is soooo nice to stay tuned to Radio back,

1) http://rs1.radiostreamer.com:8250/listen.pls - OLI FM (Live from Chennai)
2) mms://st.malargal.com/shyamradio - Shyam Radio ( Live from Chennai) - Good and plays all time favourites and afternoon is especially for Old numbers.
3) mms://67.19.101.26/worldtamilar - Worls Tamilar Radio (Thallam.fm from Srilanka) - The Srilankan Tamil is enjoyable and even the advertisements are cool. Mostly plays fast and recent numbers.
4) http://www.live365.com/cgi-bin/directory.cgi?genre=search&searchdesc=hindi (Free Live Hindo Radio)

Hear and Enjoy !!!
Hey Stay Tuned not only with the radio, but with Me and My blog too ;-))

Friday, August 18, 2006

Life is Short, Live It !!!

When U Were 15 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....U Blushed.. U Look Down And Smile..

When U Were 20 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U..U Put Ur Head On My Shoulder And Hold My Hand.. Afraid That I Might Dissapear..

When U Were 25 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U..U Prepare Breakfast And Serve It In Front Of Me, And Kiss My Forhead N Said : "U Better Be Quick, It's Gonna Be Late.."
When U Were 30 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U..U Said: "If U Really Love Me, Please Come Back Early After Work.."

When U Were 40 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U..U Were Cleaning The Dining Table And Said: "Ok Dear, But It's Time For U To Help Our Child With His/Her Revision..."

When U Were 50 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U..U Were Knitting And U Laugh At Me..

When U Were 60 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U..U Smile At Me..

When U Were 70 Yrs Old. I Said I Love U..We Sitting On The Rocking Chair With Our Glasses On.. I'm Reading Your Love Letter That U Sent To Me 50 Yrs Ago..With Our Hand Crossing Together..

When U Were 80 Yrs Old, U Said U Love Me!I Didn't Say Anything But Cried..That Day Must Be The Happiest Day Of My Life! Because U Said U Love Me!!!

"Most of us miss out on life's big prizes. The Pulitzer. The Nobel. Oscars. Tonys. Emmys. But we're all eligible for life's small pleasures.

A pat on the back. A kiss behind the ear. A four-pound bass. A full moon. An empty parking space. A crackling fire. A great meal. A glorious sunset. Hot soup. Cold beer."

Note: I got this as a Forward, found it to be Very Cute and Worth Sharing :-))

Saturday, August 05, 2006

Earthquake Experience!

August 03rd, Evening 8:00 PM, Daly City, SFO

I was all alone at home zipping coffee, relaxing in my Rocking chair, with my laptop. All of the sudden i could feel the whole house is shaking and a peculiar noise of the wood (since the houses are made of wood here). Even i was shaking....

But what's happening? Few Americans are generally fatter than what we indians could think of. First thing that came to my mind was, Is someone very fat running somewhere in the house up or down? since the houses here are made of wood, generally we can easily hear what's happening in the next door. But it doesnt even last for a minute...Before i could think of another reason, it stopped.

My Roomie was just entering the house. I told her immediately that the house was shaking a while ago and i heard a peculiar sound. i asked her, Did she feel something or did she see someone running somewhere down? She was reactionless, she said she didn't feel anything. I felt strange and thought it was just my imagination.

Next day when i went to office, few of my friends were talking about something similar to this and then i realized i had experienced an Earthquake, a mild one. This is what i heard from one of my friend who was in a cafe at the same time. The tables and chairs in the cafe was shaking by that time and even he was surprised regarding that, and a lady told him, If this is the first time you are experiencing it, then "Welcome to California".


When i googled to know more, i got to know that a Major Earthquake attack happened in North California in April 18th, 1906 morning with a magnitude of 7.9. For more details, http://quake.usgs.gov/info/1906/ The statistics of the Recent attack is as given below,

MAG DATE LOCAL-TIME LOCATION
1.7 2006/08/05 11:50:52 ( 1 mi) NNW of The Geysers, CA
1.4 2006/08/05 06:23:01 ( 2 mi) NE of The Geysers, CA
1.4 2006/08/05 05:58:16 ( 2 mi) NE of The Geysers, CA
1.7 2006/08/05 04:51:19 ( 3 mi) WNW of Glen Ellen, CA
1.3 2006/08/05 04:21:11 ( 2 mi) S of Hayward, CA
2.0 2006/08/05 00:45:15 ( 2 mi) SSW of Cobb, CA
1.4 2006/08/04 14:49:41 ( 2 mi) NNE of The Geysers, CA
1.4 2006/08/04 08:54:50 ( 2 mi) N of The Geysers, CA
1.4 2006/08/04 04:40:59 ( 3 mi) WNW of And Springs, CA
1.4 2006/08/04 00:15:53 ( 1 mi) NNE of The Geysers, CA
1.9 2006/08/03 23:18:55 ( 3 mi) W of Glen Ellen, CA
1.6 2006/08/03 16:40:44 ( 4 mi) WNW of The Geysers, CA
1.6 2006/08/03 16:09:01 ( 3 mi) E of The Geysers, CA
1.1 2006/08/03 13:56:19 ( 7 mi) E of Alum Rock, CA
1.8 2006/08/03 10:07:25 ( 2 mi) SW of Cobb, CA
0.8 2006/08/03 09:55:12 ( 2 mi) NNE of The Geysers, CA
1.3 2006/08/03 04:59:31 ( 5 mi) ESE of Lower Lake, CA
2.0 2006/08/03 04:10:11 ( 1 mi) ENE of The Geysers, CA
2.1 2006/08/03 02:01:12 ( 0 mi) E of The Geysers, CA
1.6 2006/08/03 01:02:44 ( 2 mi) NE of The Geysers, CA
1.5 2006/08/02 21:25:43 ( 3 mi) W of Glen Ellen, CA
2.0 2006/08/02 21:09:52 ( 3 mi) WNW of Glen Ellen, CA
1.2 2006/08/02 20:33:08 ( 3 mi) WNW of Glen Ellen, CA
4.4 2006/08/02 20:08:12 ( 3 mi) W of Glen Ellen, CA
1.7 2006/08/02 11:31:05 ( 0 mi) SSE of Cupertino,CA
2.4 2006/08/02 02:13:04 ( 2 mi) WSW of And Springs, CA
1.4 2006/08/01 20:37:14 ( 1 mi) NE of The Geysers, CA
0.9 2006/08/01 14:48:10 ( 2 mi) N of The Geysers, CA
1.8 2006/08/01 14:11:40 ( 1 mi) NNE of The Geysers, CA
2.0 2006/08/01 08:29:31 ( 3 mi) WSW of And Springs, CA

But i would say this is the 2nd time i am experiencing earthquake, i had once experienced earth quake in my home town Madurai, when i was in school. By then, it happened early in the morning, when i was sleeping. I banged myself against the wall and rolled out of the bed and next day we all realized that lot of people felt the same due to a mild earthquake attack.

As far as we experience it with the magnitude less than 6.0 its safe. Natural Calamities can never be challenged :-(( You dont know, athu yeppa varum, yeppidi varum ?!?

Friday, July 28, 2006

Weekend Special - Paruppu Urundai Kozhambhu

Paruppu Urundai Kozhambhu
For Receipe, Contact me ;-))